As much as I admire the passion within you all besides Syamsu's rhetoric, Scott did not ban me for my alleged madness (try not to confuse madness with passion) as far as I'm aware. Before I left the forums for the night, I chose the Art Category to flood my posts with. This was a selfish, but fun thing I took upon myself to do to get to 666 posts to satisfy my crazy antics. A part of me subconsciously saw how dry the Art Forum was, so I poured some of my chaos into it. I was going to reply to the most recent threads that were up, for example, Philosophy Explorer's thread, however I was up around 6A.M in the morning (I tend to have chronic insomnia), so that side of judgement slipped away from me when I went to head to bed. Unbeknownst to you all, you can erase everything of mine, and I will still be as passionate as I am now. You would have to kill me to end my passion, but that's assuming it does not piss off the passion of others. As it was established already, it's peculiar how people can become worst than myself when fighting with passion. I suspect it's because few of you are prepared to face things such as Scott's deletion of my account, and end up losing control over the flamethrower thats use was supposed to be eliminating ignorance and the flammable wool over mostly everyone's eyes. I honestly do not even know why all of you love me when I come with thorns, I appreciate it greatly, but let's remember ourselves while remembering my previous literatures, yes? It's kind of pointless to forget yourself in the process of remembering another, don't you think?
There should be no worries. I am still here - Fighting alongside the brilliant poster, Greatest I was. I can re-write everything I have ever thought and more. What you let yourselves forget, is that thoughts only grow further in time, so if I wanted to recreate "Mind Sentience", I could, with astounding quality compared to its predecessor. I can create new personalities endlessly. Ideas, concepts, theories, approaches. I am as elusive and mysterious as life itself. Philosophy & Psychology is my life, I speak the language of the mind some would say, but most importantly, I knew my consequences and I faced them as if I was taking a normal breath of air. As a composer of music, (Go to Jewgrounds (Replace the "J" with a "N"), go to Audio Portal, go to the top right search bar and type in, "Live It Yahweh", or "Halloween2013".) This is a song I entered into a halloween contest on the site, but here's the thing - I am using default presets to make my song because when I reformatted my computer, I did not place the FL Studio files properly onto the driver, so everything was lost. What did I do? I made songs with default presets, and now I am composing at professional level still. I'm literally taking a musical **** on everyone that uses the godly programs like Reason, Ableton or some other too-good-for-you-system.
My admirable philosophers, and Scott. You are having the experience to meet one of the most chaotic, yet melancholic individuals in the world. When I lose things, I make more things. When I have nothing, I make something. When I see ****, I turn it into gold. When people attack me, I show them the consequences. Albeit Scott's rules are superficial and highly contradicting to be frank, I truly think that Scott only saw my 60 posts of "Okay." which I flooded the Art forums with. Let's not be too hard on Scott, he just came back and saw the Art forum being spammed by a "Dirty Universe". It's like coming home from work to see your house on fire. You see your child with a match in their hand and instantly project your frustration and anger on the child. It turns out the child found the match that was set by an arsonist which ran from the scene before being caught. Of course the parent is judgementally naive, and the child is incoherent and unable to defend for themselves. It's a tragic blindspot in all of our abilities to perceive the world, and it happens. You heard it from the dead man, himself. Scott only saw the "spam" and "insulting" side of me. Scott, like the parent, did not give me, like the child, a chance to speak for themselves.
Now, if Scott banned this account - I give you all permission to hound him for disorderly conduct. I have been 100% rule-abiding on this account. It would be childish to carry over my previous consequences to this account which is an entirely different personality.
Okisites, this account is already ahead of you. Misty, your movie analogy is brilliant. You know me well. Krontheos, I never knew you would be the creator of such a thread, but I did sense that you enjoyed our discussions. Frankly you spoke more truth here than in your threads that use broad terms. FerrumIntellectus, you are like a young brother to me, I cherish you and your philosophy always. Toadny, and Syamsu, you are both delusional, and I want to thank you for projecting that delusion on this irrelevant thread personally for us all to witness objectively. (It's strange, because Toadny is 100% literal, and Syamsu is 100% subjective. This genuinely shows us that absolution is poison to the human mind).