Ecstasydeprivation wrote:Why is it that we feel obligated to stay when we never asked to be here in the first place. It's like that song Hotel California. I'm curious as to what the big picture of all of this is. To eat, to drink, to sleep, to love, to play. Great things, but I feel underneath all of those things, they are only a superficiality to something much more deep, and profound and sinister. I feel like everyone other than me is looking at the lemon, and I have taken a cleaver and cut it in half and am looking at the parts, bewildered that the lemon is in fact so complicated that I cannot comprehend it or its origin. I can't put the lemon back together and pretend I didn't see what I've in fact seen, I've already been corrupted by it. Now all I can do is question the lemon, without answers, it is hopeless.
You know, I think we've all, well most of us ( ignorance is a bliss indeed) been asking that question as well. I've been asking that because of personal tragedy that I still try to comprehend. The big question is "why" the big answer is " we don't know". Is it hopeless? I don't think so, personally I take life as a challenge and see what I can overcome and what I can learn from it, I still don't get why I need to learn from it..but what do I have to lose?
-- Updated July 9th, 2012, 12:16 am to add the following --
All that to say just live it and see where it can get you? If nowhere, oh well- you did your best, if somewhere- good for you.
-- Updated July 9th, 2012, 12:28 am to add the following --
As usual, I have to add something hehe, Liz Taylor tweeted something like "You are who you are, all you can do in this world is just be yourself and better yourself and those around you " I really like what she said.