JackDaydream wrote: ↑November 26th, 2021, 7:17 am
@Sy Borg
The nature of competition in ideas is interesting because it may be connected to self worth. Many people are competing in 'battle for hearts and minds' through religious or scientific development of ideas. I have realised that I am competitive recently because I get annoyed if others' posts are getting more replies than mine.
You get used to it. Populist and poorly conceived ideas often attract the most attention. Consider the news and music that sell the most. Is that a reflection of quality? My musical partner and I recently finished an album of instrumental music. It's art for art's sake because people today are less interested in what I think of as "impractical music". Practical music has social or commercial utility - music for romance, dancing, parties, meditation, soundtracks, shopping malls and so on.
So it goes with ideas. If you want a strong response, slam or wax lyrical about any major figure, party, organisation etc in American politics, which is the flavour of the decade. If you want to stay sane, however, you will not :)
JackDaydream wrote: ↑November 26th, 2021, 7:17 amThis is, of course, an ego concern but it probably goes deeper as well. In particular, I know that the reason why I wish for my threads to be successful is because I don't have a job currently and I have low self esteem.
So, it may be that philosophies, science or religion are bound up with defense mechanisms and with finding purpose in life. These also have important social elements, and the expression of ideas has such a large part in the establishment of personal identity.
Jack, sorry to hear about your situation. Being knocked back over and over again is hard. However, employability depends on many factors - location, family and personal networks, random events and more subtle issues, like being a natural generalist when industry is crying out for more expert specialists.
Personally, I don't know why I think so much. Maybe PTSD, or FOMO, or simply childish curiosity. In terms of personal growth, Marcus Aurelius covers my bases. Stoicism is a calming and grounding philosophical school IMO and one doesn't need to delve into it to an academic level to derive benefits (or at least I didn't). Memento mori. Amor fati. You have power over your mind, not outside events. And so on.